Let's see what's going on. Missing Dad like crazy but that's not ever going to change. We have good days and bad days in the house. Our team has changed... I had a dream the other night that really got me emotional. I dreamt that it was my wedding day and my Father came down from heaven and was able to walk me down the aisle and the entire time we were walking down the aisle I was crying because he was there with me and I knew the moment we finished walking he would have to leave so instead of going up to say my vows and get married I stopped half way and just stood there. Told everyone I wanted to be married but I just needed more time with my father, that this wasn't enough time, that they could have the cake and enjoy everything and party if they wanted I just needed him to be there longer. Everyone waited for me, until I was ready. I was never going to be ready.